From: Anonymous
Date: 12/10/2007 8:22 pm
Subject: just dropin by
Message: "hey, i just thought of writing a simple poem from your name J.O.A.N. hope you like it."
Just dropin by was all i used to say, can’t buy time for a friendly stay… a minute to say hi!, and a second of goodbye, a quarter of a second is all it takes to see those lasting smiles… flying like a butterfly w/ wings as wonderful as eyes can see.
One wish is what i asked from heaven above … that a borrowed time shall grant to me and catch this butterfly, only then a chance would come to finally gaze the beauty underneath those wings, taking a second or two understanding the beauty beneath those brown eyes… careful not to hurt so as it would stay a little while looking its wonders.
Amazing thoughts can be learned gazing at the mark that is written from the bug inside its blog surely that’s enough to stay forever keeping its thought and doing what’s actually written in the new life that is now or never.
Never should one let it pass not to see this butterfly that is coming . . . flying not so high and keeping low so everyone can see, she’s not just a beautiful lady and lovely as you can see, as they say she’s also sweet as a bar of snickers …and noticeably brown w/ eyes as brown as fudgey.
From: Anonymous
Date: 12/13/2007 12:59 am
Subject: A number eight that was actually k-eight.
Message: "oh boy! It was actually a busy day for me but ofcourse i would never let it pass not droping by and atleast say hi!… got a little something for you though… hope you will like it i want to call it …"a place that is called home" or perhaps you can find a title for it kindly read below and you’ll FIND not eight but four letter that’s spelled K.A.T.E…
Kings found in Rome, Greeks has a place called majestic home, but a piece of me was all alone in a place where i should belong.
A tree thats is so tall and branches that never fall, stand by the forest where creatures down earth and those in the nest hear ‘em singing and know what it brings . . . home is what they found
in the web that never rest.
The number isn’t clear, though letter "K"(Kate)" may appear, home is what you feel in a place that never disappear, she can be found at the corner (upper right), w/ three of them appearing … looking upclose and a butterfly is at you near.
Eight didn’t sound fake, just take it with faith, hurt will never be felt and you’re guaranteed safe . . .fasten your seatbelt and surf in the net… there you found number eight that was actually "K-eight".
got to go now its already 5pm. …and good buddy always take goodcare of yourself.
From: Anonymous
Date: 01/5/2006 12:02 am
Subject: (__Rain__)
Message: Just passing by.
"I know i don’t send messages too much, but i
always read your blog when you update it. Even
though we are so far apart, i feel you are always
close.. Maybe you are that voice that has kept me
moving forward instead of falling completely to the
ground. However strange that might sound.
On your new blog update, you say you have a
boyfriend. I hope you are happy with him, as he is
with you. You deserve to be happy… Haha i know
its a cornball thing coming from me. But love is
passion, obsession, someone you can’t live
without. To make the great journey and not fall
deeply in love, well, you haven’t lived at all.
Well it’s time for me to sleep, the human body
needs rest for some reason. See you soon Joan
Kate, and i hope this sends first time, i remember
the last message i sent i had to click it 5 times
and still wasn’t sure it sent."
~Rain
It can’t rain all the time…
"… i don’t know kung mahirap, but i guess u can say, i’m not easy either. And have i given too much? no doubt, I have…but if ur askin whether i’ve given all or not, i would say ‘most’ not all..at least not yet… which makes it… true, easy for me to really get hurt..just like what mother said, kanina i thought about it all, what i’ve done and what i’ve failed to do (listen to my mom, my ‘conscience’)…i thought, i might be wrong, i might get hurt, and when that happens, it’ll be the worst that would ever come my way, but i was also sure that i’d be in my bravest when that time comes…i was guilty cuz i’ve loved…i’d say pretty much stupendously. Do i think i’ve fallen with the right guy anyhow? of course, that’s what i believe in, and it doesn’t really matter, i trust him, we’ve been good to each other, setting aside our childish dementia and the tendency to lie, a lot but not without feelin sorry…i just tell myself to keep working hard for it to stay that way, for us to feel this way… us working hard to stay with how we feel, for us to still love each other this much if not more even YEARS from now…for us to always remember that a chance of infidelity is always gonna be around and it’s not worth it, because what we’ve built now is something that is rare and precious and just perfect compared to any relationships out there. And it’s priceless, a one time flirt is not worth a long time happiness of having someone you’ve grown into, has grown to you and whom you’ve grown up with, it’s just not worth it. Even if it’s a chance of fallin for someone else…it’s like breaking a circle to form another circle with urself in it, the second circle wouldn’t have been complete without messing the first one up, so the second circle is not worthy of trust regarding its endurance. What then is the point of having the new one, when the first didn’t even work out, the person couldn’t even take care, protect and even keep the first one…not worth going through all that trouble to look for happiness…might as well work on the first one so then you only get to have the first one as the last and that would’ve meant that you have something far more better and lasting."
"Honest love is like a key for making a lotta other good things possible, made me feel things more than i have ever imagined possible with true love…"
COMMENTS BY FRIENDS:
"I’ve just viewed your updated blog and . . .it made me think, funny coz i
have the same thoughts before, its true that there’s no perfect
relationship … and sometimes even in my wildest dreams that i ask my
self "what if i really made the wrong choice" and what if … " the
right one comes a long " although this statements where only read in
novels and other romantice story it is true the it may happen in real
life … during those days of boy and girl-friends relationships we
have ups and downs . . . it even come to a point that she wanted to put
an end into it. coz she felt so much pressures and that she has other
priorities in life. I kept insisting, i never loose hope, … i guess
when your deeply in love sometimes you do stupid thing . . . as if you
look stupid for doing that thing. Well, you make a a perfect
illustration and made your point very clearly. Assuming that you set
aside thing that matters most . . . and listen to what your heart is
telling and that would made you happy believing that she’s really the
one and that you’ve made wrong decision in the past . . . practically
speaking how can one be happy knowing that you’ve hated someone and
destroying lives… just like breaking one circle and forming a new
one out of the piece of the old part . . . though sometimes it seems
that breaking and forming out of the old piece resulting to much more
desirable and even better one… and other would say ,,,why keeping the
old piece that seems to be not worth keeping where in fact theres a
chance of having something that is far better and even better than the
old one… they say just follow your heart, and it doesn’t matter what
other people will tell as long as your happy. I believed that whats
separate us(Jehovah’s servant) from others … we believed that doing
the right thing is what we should do (Bible based principles) and
should be doing. Its doesn’t conclude that breaking pcs. and form a new
one seems to work out well, while it is true that aint no reason to
form a new while the old pcs is worth of keeping.The same is true that
when theres a hole in the roof of the haus it doesnt mean that you have
to buy a new haus or moving to new one, where the best thing to do is
to fix it first …after series of try and putting every little
solution into it then thats the only time one have to make final
decision. I’m with you when you say …"the second circle is not worthy
of trust regarding its endurance. What then is the point of having the
new one, when the first didn’t even work out(consider this though,it
may not be the proper way of deriving to a conclusion by comparing the
old circle to a new one the old might not have the same quality of the
latter and true they are similar thing but totally different result maybe
better or far superior than the other). the person couldn’t even take
care, protect and even keep the first one…not worth going through all
that trouble to look for happiness…" perhaps that the better way of
doing it …"
- J.L
